Only a thin line between defeat and triumph...

2012-01-21T16:49:00.001-08:00

Its really nice to have a listener after all these months. Thanks friend.

我想我終於知道你喜歡這首歌的原因年少時的我們眼裡我們都給了彼此這輩子毫無保留最美麗的回憶可世界並不是僅你我兩人當你一直成長我卻一直停滯不前那些美麗依然不變只是多了懷念何時你的悲傷快樂哭泣消失在我眼前我知道你變了從那當時的女孩成為了堅強的女人那最真的一面你讓我看過曾經的那濃濃的愛漸漸成了一種淡淡的愛我知道並不是不愛了而是選擇讓這些回憶還存有美感讓他好好放在心中能久久細細品嘗最初的你我最初的地方都還在只是沒勇氣走回去了沒有在一起還能深深懷念沒有在一起還能細細品嘗那美好的年少保持這些回憶的完整年輕單純的我們曾燦爛地深愛現實複雜的世界侵蝕考驗著我們你我都明白我們也極力抵抗著很多事過了就很難在復元你比我看得更透徹年少輕狂的我們有用不完的愛只可惜我們忘了須要一些成熟忘了愛也有保存期限我想這輩子我沒辦法忘了妳而是把妳留在我生命中一起走下去等我們都能更成熟更成長的面對彼此未來不論妳我關係是如何我想我們還是會在乎彼此無論是緊緊相依的關心或是退了幾步的真心關懷我想我們都更成長更成熟了為對方上了最好的一課.

2012-01-21T12:19:00.001-08:00

i swear if i every get a girlfriend ever again, i will never ever go to club without them knowing or their allowance! 22 jan 2012.

there you go, my dare. Done it! yours now!

2012-01-21T11:30:00.000-08:00

I believe he can definitely do what i can't. (:
It doesn't matter who got who first. ^^

2012-01-15T11:02:00.000-08:00

Was reading my archives for a while and i realise a trend! For every break up i had, there is sure to be TONS and TONS of blog entries dealing with the breakup and my unhappiness blah blah. And its only until when i go back and read it, i realise how immature i am at handling relationship matters.

There's a reason why some people go and why some people come. I am really not ready for another one, sorry.

2012-01-13T09:54:00.001-08:00

just as i posted the post on cheng, the "real" "cheng" msg me! LOL. JINXXXXXXXXXXx

2012-01-13T06:32:00.000-08:00

Phone vibrate.
see msg
heart stop for 1 sec after seeing first part of the name. "Cheng"

Sighs after 0.2 sec, second part of name "Howe" Cheng Howe. HAHAHAHAH.

2012-01-02T14:10:00.001-08:00

If we still have this pinch of fate they lies between us, i will treat you exactly how WGM treated their ladies! <3

2011-12-24T11:43:00.001-08:00

Damn, getting sick on christmas sucks.

Still , merry christmas girl.
I am never gonna free myself until you find your other half.

2011-12-22T08:22:00.001-08:00

"i feel the same way but i thought to myself if we did get back together and broke up i wouldnt be able to stand not having her as a friend honestly i hope she will always be my friend cuz i cant stand not seeing her everyday (:"

I should have said this 1 year ago.

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

2011-12-14T10:06:00.000-08:00

What can i do to make you here, lcn.

2011-12-10T14:55:00.001-08:00

I realise when a girl asked you out for a movie, it is a great big deal for guys. But vice versa, it doesn't look as significant.

2011-12-09T02:10:00.001-08:00

I think my irregularity sleeping habits is affecting my mood horribly. I am having mood swings 24/7 ... Being so selective on who i want to go out with, who i want to communicate with , who i want to see.

Sometimes your so badly troubled by love, you find the next-best-choice and show your affections. I think you understand since you treat everyone of us the same! (:

杰威爾官方版JVR Official MV: 周杰倫"你好嗎"完整版 Jay Chou "How Are You" MV

2011-12-07T07:42:00.000-08:00

This is exactly what i am feeling now. I don't want my life to be a drama, but i will make yours with a happy ending.

2011-12-06T22:16:00.001-08:00

"Whatever the case, we move on, hoping the next one will be better."

I wished this wasn't your last line.

I want to give you what i didn't previously. I want to treat you better. I want to create a better 暧昧 for us. Those ignorance, anger ... became guilt and regret.

But it's different now.

Sms that used to smell like roses to you, now stings like a bee.

Phone calls that used to mean a night without sleep now becomes a burden.

Going out together that used to give a sourish feeling now becomes purely a outing

When you used to complain to me about everything... but now i can only read your blog and fb to know more

I am just going to live my life once. Are we going to let our own happiness to be decided by fate? Or am I going to ...

2011-12-01T00:12:00.001-08:00

I WANT A GIRLFRIEND! T.T

Damn sick of cheap thrills. Need to settle down! >.<

2011-11-22T08:37:00.001-08:00

1 year older already. 19 years old.

My maximum education attainment is a O level certificate.
I have NO savings that can last me for at least a month.
I have no plans for my future. ( University, Jobs,Family, Relationships)

I am just stepping one step at a time to try my luck out and this luck is depleting fast.

It has probably been a long time since i have either no girlfriend, or no target!

That's probably the reason why i have more self-control; Over LOTS of things.

When i have a partner, i tend to drift to NEGATIVE externalities ; ****** ( many many)

But it becomes a habit after a while, and despite peer pressure, i don't smoke nor do i shisha.

hardcore partying and sort of thing.

I soon realize that girls see things faster than guys.Things that refer to the the relative importance of studies as compared to gaming. They see the importance of savings( not ALL) but at least the girl i know.

It just hit right on the nail. Everything she ask or persuaded me to DO. It's for my own good, not hers or anyone else.

I shouldn't talk about my "perfect" girlfriend anymore HAHA. I said i was going to let it go. I said it, I mean it.

We are from 2 different worlds. I know nothing about arts, I know nothing about saving =X . I have no figure nor face. HAHA. =X

And you will get someone so much better. It is just the matter of time. And i shall move on, like i always did. It is just that this time, i won't be like secondary school or Jc, whereby there are girls around in school for me to CHASE HAHA. Army will be so different. More contact with guys than ever. -.-''' Sucks big time.

Maybe its a sign. In one of my old blog entries, i said that i wont have any girlfriend from army till Uni( if i ever get into one) o.o'''

Thats because i need to get my finance plan working, and hopefully by the time i start Uni, i am already receiving half the pay a working adult can get from dividend yearly, Ceteris Paribus. ( assuming i dont go club, drink , fuck around, mahjong, cab, go overseas, buy clothes , chalet, and party etc.)

Pretty impossible eh. LOL.

They say when one get enlightened on relationships woes, even if they are not together with the girl they LOVE, as long as the girl is living her life happily, he will be gladly satisfied already. I think i am getting enlightenment soon. I see you having smiles around your life <3 stay this way.

2011-11-15T02:32:00.001-08:00

I think i shld separate this blog as private and create another blog just for investments,Technology, and practically everything that has NTH to do with my so called "private" life. Its easier than way.

Am interested to share such personal tips with ppl. Allows me to keep a record of what i have said too! (: Doesn't matter whether ppl read it or not! haha

2011-11-14T01:31:00.001-08:00

Can't wait for my CDP account to open!! Finally can invest ! WOOTS! .

Still leaving your money in your bank? Still receiving interest of LESS than 1%? No fret. There are 2 business/ firms that are currently having consistent profits and having a stable management.
( you realise i use BUSINESS and not STOCKS. Playing with STOCKS and buying BUSINESS is two different things. Stocks is gambling, business is investing, make that clear )

First is UOB KAY HIAN, a broker/bloker(spell-check) the one who earns commission by helping people sell/buy stocks. Its profit has been consistent since the start of its opening. They ONLY lose business when people stop buying/selling stocks. But with 95% of the population in the world GAMBLING with stocks
( by buying at $1.00 and selling it at $1.20 or a.k.a as CONTRA. Like they can buy on credit and earn the 0.20 increment of the stock)
Doesn't make its profit consistent? (: Its valued at $2.40 currently based on my formula, shared it someday. ( Although i think 99% of the people won't be interested since most of us still prefer gambling and listening to tips from blokers or online or WORST , SG NEWSPAPER ROFL.)

UOB Kay Hian currently has a dividend of 6.8%(its based on the minimum return thats you can get, it may fluctuate to be higher and wadesoever. Not too bad for the current market/finance situation now (:
Its currently at $1.50 so 1000 lots(minimum for SGX) so it will be 1.5k .

Secondly, it would be SingPosb(i think i repeated her for a while from my previous post haha) , who handles all your mail and bills. It also has consistent profits unless our bills and mail become email, which is unlikely until there is any announcements made by the government or SingPosb.
Furthermore, SingPosb will be cooperating with Posbank to open new Machine(sorry i cant rmb what is it called) to handle additional bills and stuff. so Singposb will earn the comission(or tax you would say) from each transaction.
Estimated of 4-8 million profits per year counting it has 166 outlets all round singapore ( Business Times said 66/67 which is wrong)
SingPosb is currently at $1.00 and thus 1000 lots will be 1k. Its a sure earn profit with its dividend ranging from 7% to 12%(12% was last year but it dropped)

Whats my conclusion? if you have money, dump it in NOW. But sure to visit my blog to make sure if there is any changes since i will be updating this blog to update any changing situations and news. (:

2011-11-14T01:20:00.001-08:00

成长过程中，最残酷的部分是，女孩总是比同年龄的男孩成熟得更快

2011-11-12T09:05:00.000-08:00

没那么简单就能找到聊得来的伴

尤其是在, 看过了那么多的背叛

总是不安, 只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单

就能去爱 , 别的全不看

变得实际, 也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单一久也习惯

不用担心谁

也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话随便听一听

自己作决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上关上了手机

舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易

每个人有他的脾气

过了爱作梦的年纪

轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那么容易

才会特别让人着迷

什么都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

2011-11-11T10:40:00.001-08:00

i dont really look forward to end of A's. Cold treatment totally. its so diff now.

2011-11-11T09:48:00.001-08:00

seeing my friends getting patch back with your girlfriends. .. sourish feeling .

Really miss the relationship when it is in its peak. Whereby both of you cannot stand not seeing each other for 1min. <3 (: Where are you ah girl!

2011-11-10T08:23:00.001-08:00

2011-11-09T08:14:00.001-08:00

I AM NOT GONNA SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNTIL I PASS YOU THE DAMN GIFT !#@!$!@$@!#@!

SHIPPING SUCKS!

2011-11-05T12:04:00.000-07:00

Omg... can i just give up now. A levels seem to hopeless now. everything i thought i knew, suddenly all pop up in front of me. _!_ . damn cb. Cannot tank. Chemistry is really gg. I know nth about chem till now. even if i chiong exam papers, still cannot handle sia. Cant even finish a prelim paper without referring. omfg.

I must overcome this, cause this is just a minor obstacle that i am going to face compared to the dozens that will come my way in time to come. Simi lan jiao la. Really not prepared. GG.COM. A level is starting in 3 days but my mind is already telling me what to do right after As. Damn screwed!

Doesnt matter... (self-comfort) In 15 years down the road, we shall see whether is the person who scored full As living a life of luxury or the one who semi-passed his/hers A levels. Don't fucking bullshit me that life has only one route to successful and its through the normal path everyone took. Do you think what you took now as your Uni course will be what you do in the future. 60% unlikely. And by getting a degree your life will be successful... Its total bullshit. OF course, a degree is like the most basic of the basic . It should be the minimum most people have.

I am actually looking at the path of a teacher. A Geography teacher.

I used to think of my job being what i like to do. IT engineer and stuff. But.... as i grow up, i realise that an IT engineer in this era is not easy to be, or those private jobs that require skills are hard to find. You think through it.... Would a company hire you, a singaporean, who demand a pay higher than average/average , work just enough to meet the ends.... OR a foreigner from a less developed country, demanding less pay, willing to work long hours, less distraction from social media and stuff,most importantly, loyal to the company.

So if your a engineer, what makes you think you wont be retrenched, or even get the job at the first place when people around you are so competitive.This same goes for many different jobs. That's why a teacher for me. (:

EVEN IF you get a job that gives you 10-20k per month. You probably slog your life through your working days. And more importantly, you will be stuck in a rat race. You earn what you spent. You will be forever the slave of your debt. Debt from cars, houses , wive, family, your shopping habits, your luxury way of spending and etc.In this way, you will be forever working, and never ever get your financial freedom by the age of minimum 60 years old.

Unless your the boss of a company, who gets bonus of a few 100k per month, then its different of course. But in most cases, people will get stuck in the rat race and slog for life.

Everyone wants to find a rich husband and marry off, be a tai tai. I mean, that is pretty realistic now as china millionaires are booming, girls probably is able to find a china man and be his second/third wife. LOL. (ok la, jk. jealous of rich people =X )

After so much rubbish-thrashing, my main point is that we have to invest to become one of those rich peeps.That the only way out. By investing, you will be spending money that your money earned for you( dividend from investments) Only through this way, you will be able to get richer and richer. Or else, you will be just spending on the money you earned. And this wont make you rich. EVEN if you save and save the money.cause the compound interest through investing is definitely going to offset the amount of money YOU SAVE.

Actually no, my main point is A level is not important(self-comfort AGAIN ) HAHA. Totally screwed.

But one sad thing of my plan is, i will not be able to have any burden( i think i repeated this in my blog many many times LOL ) no cars, no nth. Don't even know i can pull i through a not. sighs.
I miss having a girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< ''' maybe for now. after A levels, things for be different. haha. Sure is hard to find a "perfect" girlfriend."perfect"= bad mood swings, super randomness, act cute/ natural cute , less restriction from family , not SHY , sing KBOX-.- , sporty , INDEPENDENT . Sometimes a bit of mood swing is good too, at least it shows your gf show her through feeling in the relationship and not bite teeth and tahan. and something important, the girl must be willing to watch horror show with me O.O . damn important, i didnt watch horror movies for like 1 and a half years can! >:(

Honestly, i never regretted any relationship except my previous one. But what for i say it. haha. Sometimes, when two person got into a very intimate relationship and broke off. It is nearly impossible for them to go back again... Cause both of them know the true reason why they broke off at the first place.

i guess i will be single for 2 years( after army) before i really find someone in uni. Someone like you
^^ Thats a good thing okay! HAHAHA.

If only there is someone like YOONA. WALAOS. :(( . Yoona make me damn emo. Cause can see cannot touch. Even if money also cannot touch . HAHA. touch= get tgt LOL!!!

This post is full of randomness. lol~

2011-11-02T20:38:00.000-07:00

This is crazy man. i keep falling in love with girls with attitude problem and major pms shit. ^^

2011-11-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

i also want to go SNSD concert in singapore!!!! Walao. I can get the tickets... but.... i dont want to go with just anyone. If you enjoy a concert with that someone special, it means a lot. and plus the tickets are 168 to 218. wtf. overpriced ? i rather watch it on youtube HAHA.

Hold my hand, and we shall do miracles.

2011-10-31T23:05:00.001-07:00

5 hours sleep week. CHIONG !

2011-10-28T22:48:00.000-07:00

Yoona<3

HAHA. recently, my dreams went more and more absurb. Just yesterday night, was dreaming about staying in ntu dorm.( must be shermaine who kept talking about the activities she had in dorm) . lmao. The scene i see in my dream is that ntu is like a Water Theme PARK ROFL! Like wth. I see people running around in bra and panties, as if its Wild Wild Wet HAHAHAHAHA. Must be getting too stress. hehe.

I didnt know shipping from US can be so expensive! like wth. 19 dollars shipping fee.... when i am shipping a simple stuff that cost only 12. >.< . And they say the world is more connected and globalised, with better transportation. PUI. !@$!@#$#@%!!@

oh well, back to plan B then.

Sometimes, people makes the wrong decision every now and then.But , it is these decisions that help us grow up. After we feel the pain from these wrong decisions, we swear never to make it again. However, as humans, it is not easy as we say it is.

2011-10-25T11:34:00.001-07:00

So gonna stalk yoona twitter and whatever she has. Quite sad to like an idol that is so far from you! oh my tian.

2011-10-25T10:24:00.000-07:00

YOONA YOONA YOONA<3<3<3<3

I can't believe i even dream about her!!!! OMG. totally love girls who love kids and act immaturely sometimes. melts heart!!! ;)

Yoona especially!!!! Hello baby SNSD! Offically a fan of SNDS or you can say YOONA!!!! melts melts!

2011-10-22T10:28:00.000-07:00

Wow. I've been wondering who has been visiting my blog. so far i only know 3 friends who visit my blog, but my views per day are like .... STALK. ROFL

I got reminded of this quote suddenly. Can't we just have pizza and made out? HAHA.

2011-10-19T08:58:00.000-07:00

This movie is out on 10 November 2011 in Singapore.>.< Coincidence or what. Stabs heart*LOL . nvm! After A's then. confirm be still screen de!! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2011-10-16T17:51:00.000-07:00

Hmm. If thats the case, i will never ever know what is happening in your life. (: It does matter to me, perhaps not to you. But its ok. Actually, all this while is i 自作多情 . HAHA. Its alright.

無法想像對方的世界我們仍堅持各自等在原地　把彼此站成兩個世界

Something to share that my classmate said that sounds different without its punctuation HAHAHAHAH.

I was mind-fucking her totally. Then when she couldn't take it anymore, she screamed out loud, " WALAO EH, YOU ALL MIND FUCKING ME EH! " LOL. mind fucking=/= mind-fuck.
And duh, we reply, yes. we MIND fucking you. HAHAHAHA.

stupid iphone 4 8gb, singapore sell 400 plus with starhub smartsurf 100. WTS. US sell it for 99 US dollar for their 2 year plan, Singapore overpriced it totally! WTF...

Don't get the wrong idea that i can't forget you. This pictures just depicts this post, being the last one that i will ever talk about you. Its really disheartening to keep talking about you and getting replies back not from you but from others. Not that i chi qing, its just that you are holding a great deal of significance in me. Simply that.

9th march 2010BSFx3

2011-10-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

口紅待在桌角，而你我找不到。總是這樣。

明明是相愛的, 但在一起就是一直吵。

明明好愛你,可是在一起就是找不到。

~~分手的那一天我跟自己說我一輩子也不要再見你,~~

~~我跟自己說下一個會更好的~~

~~,你已經再不重要,~~

~~但過了幾天,我才發現我忘掉不了你,~~

~~你的臉一直在我的腦海一一浮現,~~

~~與你一起快樂的日子~~

每一秒都在衝突我的眼眶,我實在再也忍不了...

我的眼淚一點點飄了下來,

我忍不著在facebook找你,可是找到的你也不願意再跟我談話

,就只有一句堅決的"我們已經分手,別再煩我好嗎?"

你看不到我的心在流血,若果我們的角色能調轉多麼的好,

起碼你會知道我生氣是因為我吃醋,我在乎你.

我的淚就只有你一個能按停,

我真的很想再一次抱著你說我愛你,

看你甜蜜蜜的笑容,

也許男人就是只會身陷過去,

忘不了你曾經對我的好,

也許我只能在回憶中找到你的氣味,

遺失的愛到底要在哪裡才能找得到...

I think i can start writing romance books.HAHA.

2011-10-06T06:31:00.000-07:00

Omg. i give up on hacking neopets!!!! from luluxiaobao1 ~ luluxiaobao3. All 3 account has been frozen within 2 days!! DAMN! alamak! each account already earn like 200k plus the tio banned. walaos.!Irritating much!

Perhaps i am too sensitive to everything you write, thinking it might relate to me. Actually, its just a inception.

LOL. XUE QI damn cute hor. confessed to me by writing on the rock miss tan gave me for the last day of lesson. Wo ye ai ni, but its TOO LATE :p . If only you came to my life earlier , "xue qi" HAHAHAHA

2011-10-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

30 odds days left. i started today. If you could give me the slightest element of surprise by motivating. I swear it would make my 30 days worth it.

But... its not like you are reading. Goodnight world.

[官方HQ]A-Lin 給我一個理由忘記(MV完整版)

2011-10-04T22:56:00.000-07:00

Whatever you say, i will still be here.

2011-10-02T08:48:00.000-07:00

Apparently, when the situation is at the worst, i didn't hold on tighter. Instead, i choose to let go.
I am probably not the men who truly love you.

You are angry with me for nearly everything i do, but didn't mention anything about break up.
D:

The previous met-up where we "fake" to be in relationship. feels so real. haha!

Bite lips*

2011-09-30T08:50:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, don't you wish you can read minds. At least you know whether they are faking it. :((

kthxbye

2011-09-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

I realise whenever my post on my blog increase to daily, i am feeling depressed. ZZZ. hate that feeling. can't wait to kick that feeling off!

woke up this morning with a bleeding nose! Was thinking wtf, so soon!? HAHA. in the end, had too much chilli and heat stuff! scare me. O.O

totally like gyming out man! feel so .... healthy HAHA. the feeling.... wooots. word cant describe it man! <3

Formspring damn fun! HAHA. its fun when people you know bomb you with sensitive questions . damn cute HAHA. and bombing others too. LOL.

There is a saying, something about what you can dont love me but you can't stop me from loving you etc.
i wonder, how can it be possible for someone to like another partner for years, without any communication etc. Isn't it obvious if she gives you one word replies, ignore msg, etc , that she is not interested? We shouldn't be stubborn and hang on to a branch that has thorns. It is just going to hurt you more.

There is totally nothing to look forward to in sch and life, beside A levels. _!_ . this sucks big time. Used to have late night studying mac, late night movie, late night talk otp etc. but apparently, everyone just poof. Everyone is so stress up about themselves, like myself. HAHA. well, then we neglect those who really care for us.
When we expect that very special person to care for us, we neglect the real peeps who have been there all along, standing by our side.

omg.. i dunno what the hell i am typing alr. so freaking brain drain. fuckkkkkkkkkkkk.

Omg. i got a weakness for girls biting their lips. :OO . Makes my heart pump fast totally. HUHHHHH :O

2011-09-28T08:12:00.001-07:00

It took me so much courage to ask you out again! ;( . Although your busy, at least I asked :))

2011-09-27T08:58:00.001-07:00

Can i still say i miss you? :c

2011-09-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

I was quite tempted to message you, telling you how much i love the little tweety nonsense you wrote on my econs notes. Damn funny. Couldn't stop laughing. But the when the laughter stopped, it brought me back to the sensation again.

My stomach feeling sourish. XX & OO

But thinking again, if i were to message you such stuff again, what if it bounce back as something bad. What if your frustration causes you to show your msg to someone else, telling them how irritating i am even after breaking. hahas. I never thought that would happen to me until it happened once and well. If it can happen once, it can happen again. Better not.

I will not be updating the investor formula any soon unless you are interested then msg me. haha! though i doubt anyone is reading this. But i know one stalker is HAHA.

If your trouble seems so far away yesterday, bring yourself to many many yesterdays till the day we met. <3 HAHA. kthxbye.

2011-09-25T12:13:00.000-07:00

Harsh truth.

I won't be able to afford a car in my mid 20s( and i won't want to, why burden myself with a overpriced object for like 10 years?)

I might not be able to get a family by a age of 30( i won't be financially stable by then)

I won't expect anyone to trust me cause the truth is harsh; if you do not have any achievements to show to people, people will not believe that you can do it. As simple as that.

But i can say that don't ever put your money in SINGAPORE banks. Its interest rates are too pathetic to start with. A safe investment(99% safe unless singapore collaspe) will be the Government bond that gives 3~5% , depending on the state of the economy.

And before you venture further, you must ensure that the money you invest are the money that you can afford to lose.( thus it is impractical to borrow from bank to invest -.-)

Firstly, never ever touch PROPERTY investments, TECHNOLOGICAL investments, and investments that have its management playing forex/index. All these are not investing but gambling. It is as good as putting your money in the CASINOS game of BIG OR SMALL. In the long run, you are going to lose money no matter what.

If you have the money that you have been putting in banks, I can advise you on what company to buy at the right opportunity. Now is not really the time as the economy is not at its lowest yet.

I have a friend who told me one thing that really struck me. The friend told me,
"I know you have big plans. I know you know the path you are going to take in the future.You can know everything you are going to do in the future but if you dont pass this stage(A levels), you will go no where.I agree with her. A levels is really important as it is the only path i can take now to a University to attain my degree. Its true.

Most people gonna slog their way through life. They gonna get a degree, get a job/career. As soon as they get their stable salary, they buy cars through loans from banks, house through loans from banks. All these are going to burden you for at least your youth. But isn't this what most people are thinking of? Everyone want a car ASAP. Everyone want a house of their own.
But if you take it another way. You get a job/career. you save at least 1k per month, living on rented houses or with your parents( you can pay the utilities bills as well!) , and with that 1k , you invest in government(if your a 0 risk taker) or you can invest in companies that give 10~20% dividend. Impossible? Its possible with risk as low as zero. Of course you will need to do your research and studies on the company and valuing the company through a way, which i will say in the next post.( damn easy to see which company is overvalue/undervalue!)

If i start from saving from the age of 23( lets say in army you save around 2k per year), in 10 years, i will be able to earn around 1 million and by then, i can stop working and survive through dividend earned from companies i invest. enough for a house/car/and luxuries. Its possible. .( through investing and careful savings)

2011-09-24T07:44:00.001-07:00

I didn't know a sentence of care and concern from you could bring me so far. I didn't believe it until i experiences it myself.

2011-09-20T08:13:00.001-07:00

I am so tired... so so tired... if only i could stop this from happening. God... :/

And come on. i don't put my ego on the things i wear. so stop showing me how exp your shoes/bags/ wadeva is. I don't care. Brand to me is nothing. I only look for durability hor. _!_

still counting. still miss you.

I have change my single bed to a queen size bed recently. Need some company. HINT HINT*

FML

2011-09-17T12:09:00.000-07:00

Hey girl, i saw your post. I hope that the guy treats you well, so at least you didn't waste your effort of cleaning up his mess. Don't be so stubborn, there is a big forest out there. If he is not worth it, he won't be worth it in the future either.

2011-09-17T11:09:00.000-07:00

Tech News:

For those people getting a phone soon. You should probably wait for 1~2 months more for the Apple Conference, whereby they are going to introduce their new iPhone. And for those not aiming for a Apple product, you can actually wait for new samsung or HTC series phone which will be mostly dual-core(faster processor) Phones and most important , a longer lasting battery!
For e.g., HTC came out with a new phone called HTC Sensation E which is a phone similar to its original Sensation but with 1.5ghz dual-core processor instead of 1.2Ghz and a longer lasting battery(probably the most important)

For those getting a new Lappy/Desktop, it would be BEST if you were to wait for next year march. Although you can get cheaper stuff at the end of this years IT FAIR, but it wont be worth it.

Next year, everything goes slimmer. Ivy core(22nm) processor coming out!

Cosume less power= longer lasting battery

Faster processor= less reliance on graphic card=longer lasting battery

^^ everything concerns power consumption actually, for lappies mostly.

Unfortunately, i am not a very big fan of intel products(after so much disappointment with its i-series processor) Hence, you should look out for AMD APU processor namely, liano and Bravo( if i am not wrong)

Thus, i can produce a desktop that can play/handle any high-power consuming work for like under 1k. Its insane (:

In 5 years, it is hard to say whether Apple will still be the leader in the market. With Windows coming out with its window 8 OS for Tablet. OMG. Its really so much user-friendly that apple. ^^ WOOTS.

i dunno if many people know a not but if your using an old nokia or samsung phone, and if your button or sound happen to got bug/glitched, you can actually type codes to reformat the phone internally. You can GOOGLE for the code.
didnt realise it until this year. like wtf. just like a computer. :O

Fact about guys. If a guy tend to become shy and shun you whenever you see him, he does not hate or dislike you. He actually fancy you! HAHA.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBr3gSZ8i84&feature=related

I am glad i am not shy in front of anyone anymore. (:

2011-09-16T23:49:00.000-07:00

I tried my best to be as friendly as possible despite of us being each other ex. But if your not willing to and still wanna act one dao and proud. What can i do right (:

2011-09-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

Its quite sad this clique isn't gonna hold on much longer. With the relationships falling apart in our clique. We won't last till much longer.

Love cant last.Friendship cant last.

Is there anything in this world that can last? Someone tell me.

Jalean, your not wrong to give up the relationship. Nobody is in wrong. But leaving him when he is during army, the time where he is most fragile. Sighs. Its really too harsh.No matter how you handle it, you gonna cause serious hurt in him. As i always like to say, when a relationship can't make it, nobody is at fault/both are at fault.

Its probably gonna take a while before you 2 can get together as friends again. Bigger sigh. Then our clique now gets smaller :(
I thought your relationship was getting better. I was so wrong.

Oh well. One by one, just like the photo that we taken. From Tq, to Derrick, to me and now jonathan. Not to cursed anyone, but i hope not the last 2 that is left. I hope not.

Can we still celebrate new year like how we used to? Can we celebrate christmas by drinking overnight , mahjong, play, ton overnight... All those fun.
Although those times i was always alone without my gf( despite having one) , It was fun to see how you couples get together under the same roof. While me , being always the joker! (:
Love it. But it would be in the past by then. We are all gonna fall apart.

I miss my jc friends. Those who graduated. I miss the laughter. I miss my clique. I miss my teacher(Mr Heng) i miss so many things. Why didn't i treasure you guys when i had you all. WHY..... Now i regret.

You guys didn't leave enough memories for me to laugh at when i think about it. To cry at because i am so touched when i were to think about it.

I always believed this. 9/10 people could last when they are in different places. Different polys,JCs, secondary, army,Uni. Can you vouch you won't leave me when i am in army, leaving me in lurch of no one to talk to if our relationship were to carry on? Can you? Most people can't. And even those who can, usually break their promises. boyfriends. Does it shows that i got more troubles then happiness to share?

Why can't we know each when we are at uni, where there are less separations. Less distraction. No more armies, no more overseas UNIs. Then we can really last this friendship like till we work, marry etc.

I realise i am being so unrealistic. Nothing last forever , even friendship. So what makes me thing 10 years down the road, someone will still msg me and say , hey rmb me blah blah blah. I know there will be people there, but are they those people i want them to be?

So much more to rant about. But isn't life like this? We rant and rant and rant, and life goes on. These past/memories get leaves behind and when i look back at my blog archive, i realise i was such a sentimental guy(Self-compliment) HAHA.

I am gonna have so much karma because i hurt so much people. Gosh. Jesus, i have sinned much. Forgive me. Amen.

2011-09-13T08:16:00.000-07:00

I need either of you

2011-09-11T08:19:00.005-07:00

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall, you just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running though my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running though my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, let go, oh, oh
No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

I Miss you Low Cheng Ni

2011-09-08T09:45:00.001-07:00

Now is the chance. But damn! i don't have any capital to start with!

Yahoo stock market price is now 13.80.

A few weeks later, from my personal source, Microsoft will be buying over yahoo for 67 billion( an aggressive take over)

This will bring Yahoo market price from 13.8 to jump to at least 30

So if you calculate. If you were to buy around 3000 SGD , you will earn around 8000 plus

Furthermore, Singapore dollar is very high now, means we can buy exchange for more USD, and since MAS will adjust Sing dollar to prevent it from going too high, After microsoft takes over yahoo, the Sing dollar will be weaker by then and exchange back from USD to SGD will at least allow us to earn 30% more. so you can earn at least 1 grand from this.

It has low risk since Yahoo share are now undervalue .It is worth 13.90 . too undervalue but....... its worth the risk! Anyone has 2000 dollars? (:

2011-09-05T10:11:00.000-07:00

I need a simple hug. Enough to bring me back to life.

2011-09-04T08:46:00.000-07:00

2 months and counting.

I will make it...

2011-09-02T09:46:00.001-07:00

It shocked me. My friend suddenly apologize to me for the breakup of me and my ex gf.

I was like, huh??

Then he apologize for bringing me to clubs , convincing me of how good singlehood is etc.

I thought to myself... He was partially right. I was really curious of how flirt life is. How a life whereby you have no responsibility of anyone and play every girl in your way.
I thought i really had that devil inside me cause the first few sessions was really feeding my ego.

But as time past by, i realise that i am not what i thought i am. I am like any guy... Wanting just simple accompany, simple understanding etc.

On the other hand, if i didn't went to clubs, party and stuff. I won't really know what kind of a person i am. Maybe this is god's plan , allowing me to fall to the bottom of the well to see how restricted my life will be without my faithful lover.

I fell. I wandered. I looked into the life i thought i would enjoy, and i dread it now. I regret it now. I hate it now.

Maybe this is not something too bad. At least i know who i really am now.

Now is the problem of finding someone like you or better than you. Well, your too inelastic with no close substitutes. I am just glad that i am once your option. ^^'

Back to mugging.

2011-08-30T08:26:00.001-07:00

end of prelims. FINALLY -.-

But things ain't looking good uh. With friends getting called up to meet the principal. i somehow have the feeling its my turn soon.SIGHS big time!

Saturday night was horrible man. It was like a GAY club we went. with. sausage feast? ....
But saw kyung there, and things turn out better man. hehs! The solo dance was so funny! ^^ everyone did a solo. i mean MOST . even cliff LOL

but well, i always feel like quitting club right after i went. But now i dont have the quitting feeling anymore! darn!

DN and Dota gonna stop like now too. :( fml! So old alr still tio addiction. bth!

Its kinda sad to know that it was a one-sided thing. After the the few meetings and chats , then i realise. I was just a substitute. sighs. I should have known.
I just didn't realise i would fall into it! oh well.

Should have known.

2011-08-25T09:53:00.001-07:00

Woah. I must have gotten old. cause i feel so cui after partying for like 2~ 3 hours. The beginning was great. With the group of girls coming over. BUT ..... I didnt feel the kick in my body and i ACTUALLY WALK OFF. FUCK! i MUST HAVE hit on their ego. and thus the rest of the night wasn't too fun. Not because there are no girls, but because there are too many. >.<

FML. oh well. treat is as i am reducing my karma. hopefully the next night would be great (:

2011-08-20T04:13:00.000-07:00

I don't know what i want with my life now! The priority is to get a decent A level results to get into NIE.

buttttttttttttttt, after that? I has been thinking, if i were to get into COMMANDO, i will probably chiong "mountain" and hopefully i can get into officers/leaders. Then i will sign on.

If i didn't get into commando, i will probably chiong for OFFICERS also and sign on. then request for scholarship for either FASS or computer engineering. I suddenly lost interest in computing, computers, technology stuff. and instead, i got interested into economics, politics. -_-''

out of so many things, politics. damn. political science? rofl!

or i probably gonna sign on with NIE and become a geography teacher.

I keep asking myself, is this the life I want? Will i regret my decision when the time comes?
I regretted my decisions for many times already.

sighs!

2011-08-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

I am so tired!!!

Cannot tank. I studied so hard, but it seems never enough! I gonna relax for a week after prelims i swear.

2011-08-15T12:01:00.000-07:00

Although it is like 3.01 am now, i am still gonna blog. haha! i have been sleeping from 6 plus till 1. Should be enough to tank for economics test later yeah! (:

Gp paper was relatively easy except for summary part.Irritating sia! :( And chem paper 3 was really killer. I don't even know whether it is hard or easy cause i have totally nothing in my mind luh! Like a cui! Shucks!

oh well, its over. Better study hard for the rest of the subjects. I don't want to fail the subjects i am confident in too! It gonna be over soon. AND VICTORIA SUMMERS, stop stalking my blog! ZZZ

And i was force to cut my hair. zzz. After growing it for like 2months. cut again! walao! It is not as if i have no chance to cut my hair! ASSHOLE.

After wishing my primary school friend happy birthday, i realise she is my first crush i had. HAHAS. so cute. and she still remembered ! Like wow! The innocent and young me, what have i turn out to be man.
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even more innocent (:

Morning world! Time to wake up and own some freaking paper!

2011-08-13T00:09:00.001-07:00

As times goes by, i slowly began to believe that my choice was right. The choice to unbind you from the sufferings with me. Its your era now (:

The end

2011-08-10T02:12:00.000-07:00

I won't regret.

The time will come where gain other peoples trust, able to provide security for them. But by the time i earned the trust and security. It will not be for you anymore.

You weren't there when i needed you most. Someone else came by instead. Disappointed but grateful. You had hard times, but i had harder times. Harsh truth always hurts. I learned to accept it.

I don't believe in fate. I believe in what is in front of me and who is there for me.

Love is such a bitch (:

2011-08-09T10:52:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, if you don't get appreciated. Its not because you didn't work hard enough.
It simply that she didn't see what she thinks is a pro in you. (:

I love you babe!

2011-07-28T08:32:00.000-07:00

I didnt change my handphone display picture. Because i believe in the relationship we once had. I have trust in it. At least for now.

2011-07-26T05:36:00.000-07:00

well, im not allowed to talk to my ex. well. i just have to blabber my feelings here. i miss her. i miss her badly. But she will have her life in weeks.She will stay in dorm, know other friends. She will be gone for at least 4 years. i wont be part of her life, i will be a stranger watching her. When i see her in his arms, I will know it will probably cut me like a knife.
Although i found a substitute, but she cant be substituted. She is special her own way, although she has so many bad points and totally dont suit my personality. We still had our moments.

If only i could use one day and date with her , make her mine the whole day. It wont happen i know. She want her new life so badly, look at her now. And i am here. Sighs. I feel so lousy. hopefully when i go overseas after As, i wont see her anymore. Please god.

2011-07-23T07:02:00.003-07:00

i cant concentrate on studying. knowing your knowing new people , my heart sank again. fuck this.

2011-07-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

I just cant swallow this pride. I need a substitute. Sorry you have to be the one. I guess a player with another player won't matter right =D

2011-07-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

I cant believe i told myself no jealousy, still i am!

2011-07-16T19:42:00.001-07:00

I have been told to concentrate on my prelims by dozens. i probably should.

Concentrate on maths first, then economics. Geography. Chem have to forgo le. no time le. sighs!

2011-07-15T22:25:00.001-07:00

There is love. Only from the start, but it changes to something evil.

I am really not looking for relationship. I am looking for Friends With Benefits, No Strings Attached kind of relationship.

We started wrongly, and it end correctly. Whatever happen, will be kept between us.

2011-07-09T02:04:00.001-07:00

i realise, i have to let you go to see the world.

As a friend, i will say find what is best for you out there.
As a BSF, i will say as long as you are happy , i give you my blessings. (:

2011-07-04T07:07:00.000-07:00

Well, my friend. if you happen to see this, this will probably be the last time we meet. Thats why i request for the 1 date of being a couple. i just needed to get the feeling back (:

thanks. Mac was fun and it was always at mac (;

If fate allows, we shall meet. After A's

2011-06-16T02:22:00.001-07:00

fuck. i cant even last being single for a day!!!

2011-06-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

Cant help it ... even though im the one who prompted the break, i feel fucking fucking down. fuck the tears , fuck the emo-ness. fuck the life man. Now i know how krystal feel, maybe for that little moment .

Secondhand Serenade : Stranger ( lyrics )

2011-06-15T23:11:00.000-07:00

2011-05-14T21:09:00.000-07:00

I put my weekends in front of EVERYTHING for you. and this is what happens. Disappointments after disappointments.

I guess you will never understand how much it means to me.

2011-05-03T09:22:00.001-07:00

I didnt appreciate you much. Im afraid i might regret. especially the situation now.

2011-01-31T07:42:00.000-08:00

Pon sch every week. OMG!!! T.T

After a while, i realise, every move i made determines the future im gonna have. For example, if i continue what i did last year, maybe things would be different (: i will probably be eating ice cream at some staircases. Well, life is fair to everyone. You only get to choose one and i love what i have chosen (: leave the past behind and continue.

2011-01-03T07:51:00.000-08:00

be more sensitive?

2010-09-01T10:18:00.000-07:00

been like months since i login to blogger! haha. since like !#$@!$#^%$&#~!@
aiya u get wat i mean (:

Hmm, when login to blogger, saw this blog that i used to share with some friend.( apparently i only shared with 1 ) LOL.Seeing what i type on the latest post which is like last year, i realised people sure grow up with experience. Everyone and Anyone need to experience the pain/heartbroken moments before they can grow up to become stronger.

Along the way, you see different kinds of people, some of those who ONCE hurt you, those who ONCE was your bestfriend. Well, but ulitmately, we still remain as friends, regardless of still maintaining contact or not.

You can hate someone, but for how long? eventually when you look back from years to come, you realise it's just minor stuff. When you hate someone, you eventually get the pain, not them

AIYA. whatever that is. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. (esp you) THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, HOPE I CAN BE THE ONE TO BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEED IT (:

To business now.

CHEMISTRY.
-chemical engertics tutorial
-reaction kenetics tutorial
-chemical equili
-group ll

ECONS
-mkt failure/ structure
-elasticity
-COP(cost of production)

GEO
-everything(jus require 3 days to complete whole j1 syllabus ;)

Need
-backpack(limegreen)
-contacts
-NEW AMD FUSION DESKTOP
-get tanned
-run 5km below 20 min

sometimes, i wish to be a teacher too. GEOGRAPHY TEACHER. :)
((:

2010-05-22T00:54:00.000-07:00

How Man Change

The Love Word:
After 6 weeks: I looo-ve you, I love you, I love you!
After 6 months: Of course, I love you.
After 6 years: GOD, if I didn’t love you, then why did I marry you?

Back from Work:
After 6 weeks: Honey, I’m home!
After 6 months: I’m BACK!!
After 6 years: Have you cooked yet?

Phone Ringing:
After 6 weeks: Baby, somebody wants you on the phone.
After 6 months: Here, it’s for you.
After 6 years: ANSWER THE PHONE DAM*T!!

Cooking:
After 6 weeks: I never knew food could taste so good!
After 6 months: What are we having for dinner tonight?
After 6 years: DUMPLING AGAIN??

New Dress:
After 6 weeks: Wow, you look like an angel in that dress.
After 6 months: You bought a new dress again?
After 6 years: How much did THAT cost me?

TV:
After 6 weeks: Baby, what would you like us to watch tonight?
After 6 months: I like this movie.
After 6 years: I’m going to watch PIRATES play, if you’re not in the mood, go to bed, I can stay up by myself!

Making Love:
After 6 weeks: Baby, I want you tonight?
After 6 months: Lets make another baby, my mother just called!!!
After 6 years: Please MOVE over to your side, I’m suffocating here!!!!

2010-05-17T23:36:00.000-07:00

雖然你脾氣壞　對待朋友又差
凸槌又更愛牽拖
佳在你遇到我　不愛計較的我
算你壞人有好命

我走路你坐車　你吃飯我洗碗
你被欺負我拚命
若為了爽到你　可以艱苦到我
因為　咱緣分不可散

＊有你　我才未孤單　有你的陪伴
我才有靠山　你若不爽
我是你的垃圾車　每天　聽你的心聲

＃有你　我才未孤單　有你的陪伴
我才有靠山　你若歡喜
我是你的垃圾車　每天　聽你唱歌

愛情有影傷肝　想到我就會驚
親像熱天洗溫泉
頭暈目暗的我　愛到整身軀汗
我　歡喜又擱甘願　給你快活

2010-05-15T08:14:00.001-07:00

Words Women Use

FINE ~ This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments.

FIVE MINUTES ~ This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it’s an even trade.

NOTHING ~ If you ask her what is wrong and she says NOTHING, this means something and you should be on your toes. NOTHING is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last FIVE MINUTES and end with the word FINE.

GO AHEAD (with raised eyebrows) ~ This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over NOTHING and will end with the word FINE.

GO AHEAD (normal eyebrows) ~ This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care.” You will get a raised eyebrow “Go ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by NOTHING and FINE and she will talk to you in about FIVE MINUTES when she cools off.

LOUD SIGH ~ This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement very misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over NOTHING.

SOFT SIGH ~ Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe and she will stay content.

THAT’S OKAY ~ This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you retributions for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and used in conjunction with a raised eyebrow “Go ahead.” At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

PLEASE DO ~ This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay.”

THANKS ~ A woman is thanking you. Do not faint; just say “you’re welcome.”

THANKS A LOT ~ This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing.”

2010-04-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

2010-04-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

What a guy probably said to a woman.

01. If you think you’re fat, you probably are. Don’t ask us.

02. Learn to work the toilet seat, if it is up, put it down.

03. Don’t cut your hair. Ever.

04. Sometimes we’re not thinking about you. Live with it.

05. Get rid of your cat.

06. Sunday = sports.

07. Anything you wear is fine. Really.

08. Women wearing Wonder bras and low-cut blouses lose their right to complain about having their boobs stared at.

09. You have too many shoes.

10. Crying is blackmail.

11. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints don’t work.

12. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.

13. Yes, pissing standing up is more difficult than pissing from point blank range. We’re bound to miss sometimes.

14. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers.

15. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.

16. Don’t fake it. We’d rather be ineffective than deceived.

17. Anything we said 6 or 8 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.

18. If you don’t dress like the Victoria’s Secret girls, don’t expect us to act like soap opera guys.

19. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad and angry, we meant the other one.

20. Let us ogle. If we don’t look at other women, how can we know how pretty you are?

21. Don’t rub the lamp if you don’t want the genie to come out.

22. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done – not both.

23. Christopher Columbus didn’t need directions, and neither do we.

24. You have enough clothes.

25. Nothing says “I Love You” like ***

EVERYTHNG here is for plain laughter, nothing written here is related to louis in any freaking sense ! =X

2010-03-16T10:34:00.000-07:00

ADDICTION to CLUBBING LOL. STUDY LOUIS!

and FINALLY A NEW LAPTOP. SWEET. so whose house is next to ton? xD

2010-03-06T17:26:00.000-08:00

Im Taking My Time,
Im Trying To Leave The Memories Of You Behind,
Im Gonna Be Fine, As Soon As I Get Your Picture Right Off Of My Mind

CHORUS:
I Wanna Feel The Way You Make Me Feel When Im With You,
I Wanna Be The Only Hand You Need to Hold On To,
But Every Time I Call You Dont Have Time,
I Guess I'll Never Get To Call You Mine.

Youre Nothing At All
I Know Theres A Million Reasons Why I Shouldnt Call
With Nothing To Say,
Could Easily Make This Conversation Last All Day

Chorus

Another lesson
I couldn't get it to learn
You're my obsession
I got nowhere to turn.

I Wanna Feel The Way You Make Me Feel When Im With You,
I Wanna Be The Only Hand You Need to Hold On To,

I Wanna Feel The Way You Make Me Feel When Im With You,
I Wanna Be The Only Hand You Need to Hold On To,

I Wanna Feel The Way You Make Me Feel When Im With You,
I Wanna Be The Only Hand You Need to Hold On To,

But I Guess Ill Never Get To Call You Mine

2010-03-06T16:10:00.000-08:00

i should really change. i tend to allow my emotions to lead me to exaggerate on the serious-ness of a problem, when it isn't serious at all.

i am such a loser.o.0.

sometimes, 爱是不可以免强的。so between a person u love and a person that like you. the LOVE person takes more piority.((:

SORRY!!

2010-03-05T07:14:00.000-08:00

I already said no commitment.

funny guy. just because of someone telling him some rubbish rumour. cant take it.need to talk it out.blah blah blah. not happy voice it out luh. don't keep ccb here ccb there. o.0 __

and now. pls luh. if you think effort pays off. not in relationship. o.0. it becomes irritating __

i told myself not to neglect ppl for basketball. but still, i did it again.LOL.

si bei dulan with myself. If you want her so badly, o.0 go for it then.no one is stopping U

Seriously feel like giving up. i am too hopeless for her. =.=

they can truly commit themselves to you.

i can't........

2010-02-25T07:04:00.001-08:00

TEACHER: Why are you late?
WEBSTER: Because of the sign.
TEACHER: What sign?
WEBSTER: The one that says, “School Ahead, Go Slow.”
_____________

TEACHER: Cindy, why ar e you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
CINDY: You told me to do it without using tables!
_____________

TEACHER: John, how do you spell “crocodile?”
JOHN: K-R-O-K-O-D-A-I-L”
TEACHER: No, that’s wrong
JOHN: Maybe it’s wrong, but you asked me how I spell it!
_____________

TEACHER: What is the chemical formula for water?
SARAH: H I J K L M N O!!
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
SARAH: Yesterday you said it’s H to O!
______________

TEACHER: George, go to the map and find North America.
GEORGE: Here it is!
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS: George!
______________

TEACHER: Willie, name one important thing we have today that we didn’t have ten years ago.
WILLIE: Me!
______________

TEACHER: Tommy, why do you always get so dirty?
TOMMY: Well, I’m a lot closer to the ground than you are.
______________

TEACHER: Ellen, give me a sentence starting with “I.”
ELLEN: I is…
TEACHER: No, Ellen….. Always say, “I am.”
ELLEN: All right… “I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.”
_____________

TEACHER: “Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?”
JOHNNY: “Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day, same time.”
_____________

TEACHER: “George Washington not only chopped down his father’s cherry tree, but also admitted doingit. Now do you know why his father didn’t punish him?”
JOHNNY: “Because George still had the axe in his hand.”
______________

TEACHER: Now, Sam, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SAM: No sir, I don’t have to, my Mom is a good cook.
_______________

TEACHER: Desmond, your composition on “My Dog” is exactly the same as your brother’s. Did you copy his?
DESMOND: No, teacher, it’s the same dog!
______________

TEACHER: What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
PUPIL: A teacher

2010-02-25T07:03:00.001-08:00

Two executives working in the garment center are having lunch together. Goldstein says to his friend, “Last week was one of the worst weeks of my entire life.”

“What happened?” asks Birnbaum.

Goldstein moans, “My wife and I went to Florida on vacation. It rained for seven days and seven nights, so my wife went out and spent thousands of dollars on the credit card. I came back to New York and found out that my rat brother-in-law accountant has been ripping me off for millions. And to top it all off, when I came in to work on Monday morning, I found my son having sex with my best model on my desk!”

“You think you had a bad week?” responds Birnbaum. “My week was even worse! I went to Florida on vacation with my wife and it rained for seven days and seven nights, so my wife went out and spent thousands on the credit card. Then, when I got back to New York, I found out that my rat cousin accountant has been ripping me off for millions. To top it all off, when I came in to my office on Monday, I found my son having sex with my best model on my desk!”

“How can you say that your week was worse than mine?” asks Goldstein. “It was identical!”

“You shmuck!” replies Birnbaum. “I manufacture menswear…”

2010-02-23T06:25:00.001-08:00

Reply Reply Reply plsssssssssssssssssssssss ~.~ ''

2010-02-17T07:34:00.001-08:00

MAN AND WOMAN

WOMAN
When a woman is 18, she is a football – 22 men going after her.
When she is 28, she is a hockey ball – 8 men going after her.
When she is 38, she is a golf ball – 1 man hitting her.
When she is 48, she is a pingpong ball – 2 men pushing to each other.

MAN
At 20 – A man is like a coconut; so much to offer, so little to give.
At 30 – He is like a durian; dangerous but delicious.
At 40 – He is like a water-melon; big, round & juicy.
At 50 – He is like a mandarin orange; the season comes once in a year.
At 60 – He is just like a raisin; dried out, wrinkled & cheap.

2010-02-17T07:21:00.000-08:00

EATING OUT

When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom will each throw in $10, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back.

When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.

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MONEY

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.

A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.

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BATHROOMS

A man has six items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Marriott.

The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items.

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ARGUMENTS

A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

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CATS

Women love cats.

Men say they love cats, but when women aren't looking, men throw things at cats.

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FUTURE

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.

A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

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SUCCESS

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

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MARRIAGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change... but she does.

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DRESSING UP

A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail.

A man may put on shoes for weddings and funerals.

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NATURAL

Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.

Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

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OFFSPRING

Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favorite foods, secret fears and hopes and dreams.

A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.

2010-02-11T05:16:00.000-08:00

一个人喝醉好想找个人来陪

我们之间有太多的误会

爱不能再沉睡

是可悲是摧毁

我不要再为谁掉眼泪
爱过才后悔想要用酒来麻醉
我们之间有太多的误会
爱不能再沉睡
是可悲是摧毁
我不要再为谁而心碎
求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
如果相爱是完美
就让我们用真心去面对
求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
留下了太多伤悲

Can't you think of us ? Why are we always the one thinking of you!?! We need our own space too. FTW.

告诉我你到底爱着谁

2010-02-10T06:47:00.000-08:00

I wish i had it. I wish i had you. I am just afraid of the commitment. i am someone with no sense of responsibility and commitment. I tend to neglect whats important and go for what my feelings want.

After 3 trials, i am afraid of commitment. Thats why i haven't started my move yet. i am afraid you will regret and i will regret. Will we?

2010-01-26T09:37:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift- Tell Me Why
.
I took a chance, i took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not
You took a swing, i took it hard
And down here from the ground i see who you are
.
*I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that that you love me then cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why
.
You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say, oh
.
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
you tell me that you want me, then push me around
and i need you like a heartbeat
but you know you got a mean streak
makes me run for cover when you're around
here's to you and your temper
yes, i remember what you said last night
and i know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why..
.
Why...do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why...do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind
.
*
.
I take a step back, let you go
I told you I wasn't bulletproof
Now you know

.
Its a super wonderful song! (: LOUIS IS NOT EMO. SO BSF RELAX LUH.^.^

2010-01-26T06:54:00.000-08:00

除了想你　除了愛你
我什麼什麼都願意
翻開日記　整理〔打開〕心情
我真的真的想放棄
你始終沒有愛過　你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不從心　無力繼續

這感情　不值得我猶豫
不值得我考慮　不值得我愛過你
這種回憶　不值得我提起
不值得想起　不值得哭泣

這段感情　早就應該放棄
早就不該讓我浪費時間找奇蹟
這樣的你　不值得我恨你
不值得我為你而壞了心情

我決定不為你而毀了心
放棄愛你