However, i realise that a broken couple can never have the 曖昧 feeling again. Its impossible. You can treat it as you don't know the other part. you began to have expectations. Sighs. 

Watched " The apply of my eye " again. I thought to myself....

Is it possible to be together with the girl you like without being attached to her? 

Is it possible to maintain the 曖昧 between both of us and remain unattached?

Will i be able to smile at your messages, talk till late nights, share moments together, watch a simple movie, eat a simple dinner, go to the zoo, swim, go overseas,lend my shoulder to you when you need it, be there to face your trouble with you,have late suppers, study together, have heart to heart talk,do childish things together, hide post-it into each other bags, work out together... 

Being attached would eventually lead to breakup. If we maintain the simple relationship, we would laugh and smile more with each other and never ever had to fall out with one another...

Wah kao! i didn't know applying for university can be so tedious! Practically googled for everything that i need to type in. hehs. google is still my best friend yet! ^^

Well, the universities probably do not want us to play around with the applications, thus making it so tedious! LOL.

The appraisal seems pointless. It's not as if i can get into a school that requires straight Bs when i have ASE and not that the appraisal will be of any help AT ALL. i can tell them how fucked/screwed up the economy is and how Professors in Harvard make mistakes in decision-making for the economy during the financial crisis in 2008. Not like any of these knowledge is gonna get me anywhere. Cause these are General Knowledge and nearly into politics already. >.< ''

However, thinking again... Is the 38,000 SGD used for SIM really worth the money? i mean... after getting the degree , will i get a job that is able to earn back the 38,000 in 5 years? Because with 38,000 dollars, i can easier double the money in 5 years through blue chips( Stable stocks with NO playing of margins and just dividend)  It's a question i have been asking a lot of my friends and nobody can really give me a direct yes or no answer.

And this friend of mine,Kyung actually... told me that doesn't matter whether it's SIM NTU SMU.If i am ambitious enough, after getting my SIM certificate which will either be UOL or RMIT, i can further my studies to attain my master and after that, do you think people still look at your degree? Not really. They probably look at your Master Degree and coming from SIM don't look that BAD after all.   LoL ?

Perhaps i am thinking too far. Completing SIM will be a problem already.Or... Getting into SIM is the problem now! LOL

BASE. What a weird results i have. Should have shouldhave and REALLY SHOULD HAVE TAKEN H2 GEO. TMD. H1 Geo any-old-how can already can B. If really mug, H2 geo sure can Distinction luh. sighs. Regrets.

With Economics A, where can i go seriously. Such a rigid subject that is nearly non-applicable in our ever-changing and diverse economy. However, in every university in the world, they look at two things. Your overall capability or your wallet.

Going in on thursday! walannnn. Going in Single. Don't know whether it's good or bad. Really wish to have that somene/ that anyone to msg with. Even if it's not getting complicated!  Ouch* #foreveralone.-.-''

Disappointed with myself. How can i forget all those shit you pretended in front of specific people... Not until i got reminded again. Please lah..... Don't be so hypocrite can?!?

一个只会利用朋友的人，不值得作朋友，何况是情人。

i thought you were better than this during your jc life. I guess your still the same. Seriously

It's so contradicting .

Some people say let nature takes it's cause cause if your fated to be together, you will still meet each other or get together in the future.

While some people say never let fate decide your destiny, you have to work hard for what you want and not let nature takes its course because someone else would have taken her before you.

Let the chance slip or what. Up to fate or what. Perfect wife or what? o.0

ahahas. i think i am a prophet. I gave you a gift that is able to help you SLOW time and just after that you told me you need time ! AHAHAs. WIN!

what to get for cx and yd. omfg. brain-wrecking!

val is right. I shouldn't go looking around for partners so that i won't be lonely. What comes will come and it is best to let nature take its course. 

Who knows, someone is already waiting at the ending point for you.

God uh God. Stop giving me weird dreams... Either you return her to me, or stop GIVING ME WEIRD DREAM!